Smooth Operator

头大。怎么办？
一个朋友要结婚。下个周末。
裙子，鞋，手袋，首饰，等等，目前都没敲定。
甚至没有确实的想法。
烦。

我发现我内个同事真是越来越贱了。
我长这么大就没见过这种这么不要脸的傻B。
越不理丫丫还越来劲。
怎么着，非得给我惹急了驴你一顿才知道羞耻是不是。

我最受不了的就是丫一天到晚老跟那监视我。
我上网看看博客新闻丫就整什么“你在看什么，我不喜欢”，“你没在工作”，“你应该做点工作”。(当然他都是用英文说的。)
操，又不是你给我发工资，你丫管的着嘛。

A panda walks into a cafe. He order a sandwich, eats it, then draws a gun and fires two shots in the air.

"Why?" asks the confused waiter, as the panda makes towards the exit. The panda produces a badly punctuated wildlife manual and tosses it over his shoulder.

"I'm a panda," he says, at the door. "Look it up."

The waiter turns to the relevant entry and, sure enough, finds an explanation.

"Panda. Large black-and-white bear-like mammal, native to China. Eats, shoots and leaves."

- Eats, Shoots & Leaves

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sabbath. a bit of finger/sleeping village/warning.
"1969, this is heavyness."
loved the groovyness.

2007's june, june's new york, feels a bit like the autumn.
nothing particularly interesting.
a bit of rock, a bit of metal, a bit of jazz, a bit of everything.
sometimes the stones, sometimes opeth, sometimes the eagles.

the curls of my hair are now waves.
inspirations are now rare impulses.

i've fallen in love with teas.
and am reading again.

reading is helpful.
sparks ideas.

someday i will be myself again.
whatever it takes.

他娘的space永远这么难用！一会儿这个不行一会儿内个不中的。
想传几张照片跟拼了老命似的。
靠，老娘不用了！等我心情好了再考虑还要不要留这破玩意儿。

要照片的请去我的flickr。
http://www.flickr.com/photos/nem0girl

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another one bites the dust ...
又一位同志将要回到祖国的怀抱了。
为了他我今天喝酒了。
我知道我发过的誓其实都是撤蛋。

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我开始害怕时间久了我会失去兴趣失去激情失去勇气失去对未知的将来的期待。
我不能长时间的原地不动的不变的傻傻的等待。
若干年前可能可以。
但是，可惜，遗憾，时间改变了这些。
时间很残忍的把我改变了。



去年的今天。怒放的生命。